Fell into a perfect ending,
But the last page was missing,
I looked for right angles and straight lines,
And all I found was mostly irrational.
I’ve prepared a speech for just such an occasion,
You’d swoon and be moved to tears,
But when it came time to speak,
My throat closed and I choked on every word,
I let it drop to the floor and fall to pieces,
A dissection of imperfection,
A bloody vulnerable mess to be sure,
But I wanted there to be no doubt,
You’d capitulate and even smile,
I’ve got questions that wait for answers,
But as long as your voice answers,
It doesn’t matter what you say with it,
Or if you just sit in silence,
Thinking mirrored thoughts,
Moving in mirrored movements,
Taking a little walk around the room,
Staring at doors down the hall of the mind,
As beautiful as the memories behind them,
The knob is right in front of me somehow
Is it locked or was I afraid to open it?
Leaning back, I slump on the floor,
The wood is warm, just close your eyes.
It’s life and there’s nothing tidy about it,
Your heart stops without warning and starts again,
And you go on like nothing ever happened,
It’s a cold glass of lemonade on a hot day,
It’s a long heavy sigh that aches but doesn’t hurt,
And I can’t stop myself from another deep breath.
Swarn, you just ooze with talent ,,,
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That’s very kind of you to say Nan. Thank you. 🙂 And also probably the best thing to ooze. lol
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I will be adding this to http://chasingthemuses.com. 🙂
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“It’s life and there’s nothing tidy about it.”
Isn’t that the truth.
I second what Nan said.
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Thank you Victoria. I really appreciate it. 🙂
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Life’s a fragile business; that’s for sure. Like you suggest in closing, we’re obligate aerobes. For now.
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Indeed. Thank you Hariod. Obligate aerobes…you always know how to turn a phrase. 🙂
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Thirds on the ooze thing 🙂
If it were anything other than talent I’d suggest you see a Dr. 😉
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LOL…well I don’t think they are mutually exclusive. But I thank you for your kind words, and support for perhaps not needing the doctor quite yet! 🙂
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Awesome! I love it 🙃
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Thank you so much for your kind words. 🙂
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Perceptions, perspectives, hidden motives and even more deeply hidden truths. So much behind the distracted screens meant to mute the masses. Nice to notice you’ve touched upon a few salient poignancies, Swarn 😉
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Thank you Bela! I appreciate your comments and am glad you connected with the poem. 🙂
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